We have all had our hearts broken ATLEAST once in our life. Some have them more than others. It hurts…bad but sometimes we don’t have control over it. Guys seem to know all the right things to say to make a girl fall in love with them and most of the time it works. I know it’s happened to me multiple times and it sucks. It’s one of the hardest things to over come. Sometimes it makes us want to just give up on love all at once but that’s not the answer. I’m not saying its bad to take a break, we all need one of them every now and again. What I am saying is you shouldn’t give up on every guy out there just because your heart got broken. We just have to guard our hearts better and not let the guys in so easily. They like to throw the “L” word around a lot. They may say they “love” you but most the time they don’t. Girls mature and grow up faster than boys do so we are ready for relationships faster than they are. Guys like to mingle and flirt whereas girls don’t like to do that as much. We would rather have a real relationship with a guy that we really like and actually have a commitment. Now don’t get me wrong some guys are ready to settle down but most of them take awhile to get to that stage. I have had many broken hearts because the guy wasn’t ready to have a serious relationship. He wanted to live his life and be a teenager and be free. He didn’t want to settle down and actually take it serious. I got that but it still hurt everytime we broke up. You would think that after going through it so much I would have learned my lesson but I didn’t. I kept going back to him and falling for the same tricks and games. A lot of us girls do this because we actually have true feelings for the guy but what we have to do is take a step back and think about it. Is he being serious this time? Or is it going to be like every other time? You could ask him but he will tell you that he really wants it to work this time. Then after being together for awhile it will go back to the old ways. I have been through it all and I can relate to a lot of things that girls go through with relationships. It’s not always easy but it will be worth it one day when the right guy comes and sweeps you off your feet. Then is when you will realize why it never worked out with any other guy. Just keep in mind that everytime something goes wrong or doesn’t work out the way we want it to that everything happens for a reason. Always remember that things go wrong so that we appriciate them when they are right, and that things don’t work out sometimes because God has something better in mind for us.
Have you ever been somewhere with friends and out of the corner of your eye saw someone dressed like they shouldn’t be? Well, in High School my friends and I see it all the time!! For instance people wear shorts that are WAY to short to school in the winter! Like come on do you not know it is like 20 degrees outside?! Sometimes it makes us even wonder if their mother knows they wear that to school. Why would you even want to leave the house dressed like that? Them people are just crazy and they need to get it right. Another day I was at Wal*Mart with my mom and this chick had on some really tight pants that you clearly needed to wear a dress with cause her butt was eating them, that is just not attractive at all! It makes some people want to be sick. And the people that wear clothes that reveal like their whole body! Nobody wants to see your butt or your boobs so cover it up! I really do think some people get dressed in the dark every morning. It is not that hard to turn on a light and get clothes out of your dresser or closet that fit you well and keep you covered. Don’t get me wrong shorts and low cut shirts are nice, but you don’t have to have them so low and short that everything falls out as you walk. The only people that want to see that are perverts. The rest of us think it’s discusting to see your body parts. Keep it to yourself, and save those outfits for bed time at home or somthing like that. Do us all a favor and turn your lights on for a change. Maybe then you will be able to see what you actually look like before you walk out of your house.(:
Have you ever had a step parent that came into your life and thought they could run it? Well I have, and it sucks. You just get this urge to slap them and tell them that they cant and never will be able to replace your parent. They try to tell you what you can and cant do or they make promises to do somthing for you and then dont do it. If you ask me they get/are very annoying. At first I thought it was going to be nice to have more than one set of parents, but now I want my step parents to leave the picture so my family can get back together! It sucks having to go from house to house on the weekends and dealing with unhappy people. I hear my step dad and mom argue all the time about how they parent thier kids, and I never know what to do. Sometimes I wonder if they know how it effects the kids?! Surely they understand that its hard on us! If they dont fight then they dont like the other set of parents thats in the kids life. I think it would be easier to just let the kids say thier opinion on how they feel about each step parent that has walked in thier life. But most of all I dont think they should be able to disapline us!! We arent their kid, the only way we are even related to them is through marrage. I mean sometimes its nice to have then around, but its also nice if you can get a chance to spend time with your actual birth parent without the step parent being around. To me its harder to be myself, I feel like I have to put on an act in order for the intruder(step parent) to except me and like me. Bottom line is, I feel that step parents are taking over families these days!
Have you ever felt like you don’t belong? Like you’re in the wrong place? Well, your not alone. Everyday is a new day that goes the same as all the rest. I wake up and do the same reutine day after day. I always come to the same place that is like a prison. I put on a fake smile from the time that I walk in the doors to the time that I step out of them at the end of the day. I when I first came to this school things were great. I had a lot of friends and I could trust a lot of people, but the older I get the more I realize people are walking away from me. I’m not sure how to control it or what I’m doing wrong. I just want to be able to fit in, or have someone notice that everything isn’t okay. I feel like I’m in the wrong place all the time, the only time I feel like I fit in is when I’m in a different town where nobody knows me and they don’t judge me. They like me for who I am and they don’t expect me to change. I can actually be who I am around them, unlike in the prison I go to everyday. In the prison I go to it seems like I always have to be someone I’m not in order to make people happy and I honestly just want to scream. I want to be excepted for the real me and now what I put out for people to see. It’s not like I can just go to someone to talk about it, they would just laugh in my face and call me crazy, or they just wouldn’t understand. I wish I knew someone I could go to. You may be thinking ” you do have friends that will listen and help you”, but it’s hard to know whats real and whats not anymore. I want to believe that everyone in my life right now are the ones that truely do love me and care about me, but in the prison I go to people act like they are friends with so many people and then they go behind thier back and start talking crap, but one of these days I will be able to fit in anywhere I go. I believe that I will over come my fear of being myself I will belong and fit in.